I didn’t come out as bi until I was already married to a man, so I didn’t get to experience being openly bi. I want to tell people and just be open about it, but for what reason at this point? I love my husband. We have a great relationship, but it gives me anxiety thinking about all the what-ifs. I don’t want to not be with him, but I also really want to be (sexually) with a girl. It feels so heavy to have this on my mind.