I learned a new word recently called "limerence," which is, essentially, the state of being obsessively infatuated with someone marked by intrusive thoughts, delusions, etc. I can't help but think this describes my life perfectly right now. When I have a crush, I will do DELUSIONAL things to feed my fantasies. Like drive past their house to imagine what their route to work might be like, stalk them online, among other things. When and if I'm rejected, I am wounded so badly that I’ll cry on the couch for hours. I don't necessarily want to stop wearing my heart on my sleeve, but I do think that this is becoming a problem. How do I learn to manage my infatuation in a healthier way?
damn this is just SO GOOD
I am so very in love with this.