should i be upset that i don't have a…

I've come to the realization that all of my friends are in some type of relationship. I am the only one who isn’t, and I don’t know if i should be upset with myself or not…or maybe not upset, but sad or disappointed?Whenever I'm out with friends, the topic of partners always comes up and sometimes lands on me where they ask, "when are you going to meet someone?" or "are you still on Tinder?.” The truth is I’m honestly scared to meet someone. I don’t have the greatest self esteem and that has always pushed me away from dating apps. Ever since high school I’ve convinced myself that I will be #foreveralone, even though…romance is something I want and something that is important to me. But, I just can't push myself enough to meet someone.

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